♥ My right hand is holding your left hand ♥

2011-02-23T19:58:00.002+08:00

Dont blame me ... This is the only way i can go ...

Dont do much as you dont want to do !

juse leave !!

leave me alone and dont even find me when you're need me ...

im not a playgal

i want leave you now , sorry about that ...

2011-01-01T05:36:00.002+08:00

Is not suppose to blog right now ! but yet , i feel so moody and emo ..

i have enough on 2010 , sad , happy , emo or blah blah blah ...

for those who are care me , im apperciate so much , because i knew both of you are love me ...

and you ! i feel so dissappointed ... i not gonna to be the stupid gal anymore...

u ain't a playboy , but doesn't mean u are good guy ...

i know , so ..... that's it .... more than fren less than couple ...

i want to quit this relationship .... and u ... i would like to leave u on 2010 ....

no more again .... and pls dont close with me .... i sick of ur attitube !!!

2010-10-26T04:12:00.002+08:00

Yes, i writing blog now ...

because this is the best way to reminded me This *DO NOT STEP INTO THE HOLE* again ...

And yet , due to have some problem happened because of him , so then im trying to avoid him ... how stupid am i ? im scared , cause i dont want be the troublemaker or else ....

That All ....!! and .... I will leave this kind of relation soon .. trust me ...

2010-10-11T07:03:00.002+08:00

The person He need is not me .....

Im not emo gal , just want to VENT ...

and i hope , The dream is never a dream ....

2010-09-16T18:35:00.002+08:00

i feel so dissapointed now ! you guys really pissed me off !

i dont care what happened , pls do remember , we are buddies ...

once a buddies , always a buddies ....

Pls , show me our friendship ...

13/7/10

2010-07-13T01:12:00.002+08:00

如果我真的找不到我的方向？是不是我不曾停下来看看自己是否应该前进？
我觉得我的生活很没有意义....
一塌糊涂.... 感情失败是因为什么问题？
我不想这样重复又重复....我不曾怀疑自己的决定，你们也没有资格批评我的决定

生活本就应该活得精彩，但是你们却把这精彩给搞砸了

我受够了！你们要怎样就怎样吧！我会暂时消失一段时间！

好好整理我的学业以及问题!

希望你们不要让我放弃你们！

life suck

2010-07-01T01:49:00.002+08:00

心情极度的乱, 不知道从何说起.....
最近，心情都是一般.... 应该说自从你开始说话后，我的生活就开始乱水了
我不经意的再次让你闯进我心里，可能是我想太多.... 但，就过不了自己
我对我自己说过，不会再让你伤害我多一次
我，应该自己过滤一下为何我会有这种冲动....
我应该选个方法就避免这一切.....

或许我真的想太多

人，什么都可以没有，但不能没有自尊心和羞耻心
可怜的是，你两个都没有。。。

Yong wing hong

2010-06-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

you are so so so so cute .....

终于，终于....... 等到这一刻了....

开始和我聊天，你不停的看着我。。。似乎很多东西和我说....

可能，我和你的关系不一样

所以你不方便和我说.....

无论如何，我们都不会放弃你的。。。

要坚持哦你...... my good boy ....

world vision

2010-06-14T17:23:00.005+08:00

最近看了一部戏, 天涯侠医.....感触很多....
原来生命是一个很奇妙的东西..... 它可以很快的来，也可以很容易的去....
或许应该这样说 , 应该珍惜你的生命.... 生命是多么的脆弱....

正在计划要不要参与world vision 的助养计划......
这个是一件多么神圣的事情....
回想起自己，是那么的浪费，多么的幸运....

world vision ，我决定加入.....

泳兒 - 原來愛情那麼難

2010-06-08T17:27:00.000+08:00

重复重复的听, 脑海一直浮现那些画面.....是开心？还是伤心....

一切有待继续.....

我们的爱真的结束了.....

复杂

2010-06-08T03:57:00.002+08:00

宁静的夜晚....一个人停在这里打字，写部落....听着原来爱情这么难...
原来，爱情真的很难.... 找到一个适合的人选，但可能他要的不是你...或许，他并不是你付托终生的人...
女孩不是应该被疼爱的吗? 很多事情，我并不想计较那么多.... 看过，听过就算了.... 但是，为何就偏偏还要在重复一样的问题? 我有我自己的态度以及性格.... 一开始你不是已经知道了吗?
我要求很简单，希望你对我就好像我对你一样...我答应你, 不再任性 .... 我做到了....但你呢?
答应我不再胡乱，你却忽略了我们一开始的游戏规则.....

我不要再一个人独自的流泪了, 我快奔溃了.... 我并不喜欢孤单....
你听见了吗? 我不渴望有个轰轰烈烈的爱情故事，不希望有个有钱驾F 来接我的人....
我要的是，对我一心一意的人...哪怕你是个穷光蛋.... 我们可以共同的创造....

幸福离我很远吗? 谁知道 ? 有个朋友和我说，不要因为一个树放弃整个森林...
是不是不选择，不对他人动心，不爱上他人就不会受委屈，受伤害 ?
我多么希望我是那个残酷无比的.... 往往相反，我是个多情善感的人..... 对人容易动心....
我应该改改这个习惯.... 不让它控制我......

这个世界太复杂 , 我想简单就好.....

我要简单的就好了.....

胡言乱语，我喜欢用我自己的风格打文章 .....

感情篇

2010-06-06T15:04:00.002+08:00

感情放空了一段时间，周边的人都很惊讶的问我为何不开始一段新感情？
其实，不是我不要开始，而是我害怕失去的感觉.....
也许应该说，我玩不起感情的游戏....
我不喜欢独处，不喜欢孤单....但，我必须承受 .....

知道你有了新对象后，我的心酸了下.....
必须放开，我自己才能快乐... 不想去怨恨你们任何一个....
我只是想要，简单的生活.....

是有几个不错对象，但需要认认真真的考虑..... 可能他们并不是我要的类型 ...
或许应该换个角度去看，没有适合不适合,只有珍惜不珍惜.....

嗨, 我看我的感情还要放空很久了.....

说明了

2010-05-06T15:20:00.002+08:00

你知道吗？你明白吗？你不明白，我希望我的人生可以重新开始，但并没有。。。
我的生活还是停在那时候，我不喜欢，不想要。。但还能怎样？
没有人能够了解，失去你的痛苦。。。心中淌的血无法停止。。。

我想要说，

你无法从我的心中离开。。。

你的影子还在我心中。。。

GKA

2010-02-20T03:51:00.002+08:00

17 号的早上，发生了一件令我不能自己的事情。。
接了一通电话，心情整个就毁了。。。
我听见的事，你发生车祸了，我不相信，还以为他们和我开玩笑。
但是，接二连三的，事情不是那么的普通了。。。
眼泪，不自禁的流了下来，心想，为什么？为什么？
那天见到你还很好得，但，今天你竟然躺在医院里。。。

第三天了，杨永康，你快点醒来好吗？我还有很多事情要和你说的。。。
你听见了吗？
刚才，经过一间神庙，进去为你拜拜祈祷，我希望你可以快点醒来，希望明天可以听见你的好消息！不要再睡了，我真的很担心你，不要和我们玩了，快点起身！

你还有很多事情要做的，你告诉我你要买车，要做manager ,要出国旅行，要完成很多你要的东西，你不能就这样就放弃的！我还是很记得你答应我的东西。。。。
你要做到！我也会做到！我会等你！你快点醒来！

你还没吃我弄得蛋糕，还没有尝试我的汤圆！我会好好的练习，等你来品尝！

技安技安！你快点起身！你快点反驳我啊！叫我不要这样叫你了！快点！你休息够了。。。不要再睡下去了！

yong wing hong ·！！

wake up pls !!!

u not yet play enough .... please .... dont leave me alone !!!!

G.K.A

2010-01-29T17:40:00.002+08:00

Suddenly , something pop out on my mind .... opps... is you gan kai ann ...
really is you !! miss you so much ... dont noe why , tat feeling is so close ...

dont noe why .... maybe ..... i am still here for u ... GAN KAI ANN .... miss u ~~

2010-01-17T19:24:00.002+08:00

这个时候，有了很明确得决定。。。。

我不会再沉淀下去，不会再为你了。。。

我不知道要用什么态度去看待这件事情，别人说，我不相信！最后自己伤痕累累

终于甘愿了，好，也让我自己成熟了起来！

你可以生气我！

反正，到目前为止我对的起任何人。。。。

算吧，过了就算。。。。你也有了你自己的新生活，看来，我也应该重新开始了。。。

是时候重新出发了，我很享受单身的生活。。。

谢谢你，这段日子的容忍，和礼让~ 让我体会到，原来，我会为一个人做任何的改变~

那个人，就是我自己。。。

你要我放弃的，我终于做到了~ 彻彻底底的把你抽出我的心了~~

愿你幸福快乐。。。

THE END ....

2010-01-16T01:44:00.002+08:00

Is ok ... i can solve this .... i feel better right now ....

dont worry , i will be tough gal since from now on ...

remember what u done for me .....

Please remember it , god will noe it ....

I will make my life become colourful ....

look for front , not the back ...

take it easy , cheong cuisin

天！

2010-01-14T19:17:00.003+08:00

够了，真的够了。。。我听够了，受够了。。。

我不想再知道你的东西了。。。

上天是公平的，所以得事情都已经安排好的。。。

我坦然接受。。。。但，我有我的极限！！

突然，很想念gan kai ann !!!!!

12/01/10

2010-01-12T23:22:00.002+08:00

今天，终于清醒了。。。
说真的，轻松了很多，每次自己都是执著在这个圈子。。。
我知道，我们大家都不适合大家的。。。所以勉强都不会幸福的。。。
我，真的有为你而改过。。。你说你看不见。我不怪你。。。没错，我承认我自己也是有错~
所以，我努力的去挽回这段感情。。但是，错过了就不能回头了。。。我明白~

就当我们没有缘分吧~ 我认命~

不会再执迷不悟了，谢谢你~ 我长大了。。。。

你要我放下这段感情，我会。。。。。毕竟，大家的方向不同了。。。。

希望，你会比从前快乐。。。。

我知道你会。。。。

2010-01-10T17:26:00.003+08:00

终于，发现了一切，原来不是我的问题。。。

你，你，你，。。。。。。已经有了新的目标是吗？？很好

谢谢你这个答案，我一直一直的相信你，原来我是对么的愚蠢。。。。

真心真的会换来绝情。。。。我知道了，我不会再真心了

愚蠢！！！真的很愚蠢！！！！

连自己都讨厌我自己！！！

多谢你，陈先生

2010-01-06T01:23:00.002+08:00

多谢你，陈先生！！！！！

2010-01-02T18:22:00.002+08:00

终于，感情结束了，我以为，我们会很好。。但是不是的，我让你累了。。。。

对不起，我很想做些东西去弥补我的过错，但，一起人都太迟了

天不从人愿，自己应该为自己负责！

我以为，我们会长久下去，因为我厌倦了分分合合的日子！

我害怕给人遗弃的感觉，我不要这样了。。。

我不知道，为何我们的感情可以这样就结束，你说我一手做成的。。。但是，我已经尽量去弥补了，我真的很希望，我们能够下去。。。你说，你已经没有信心了，我何尝不是？我想要让自己没有遗憾，我希望，我能够补偿之前对你的一切。。。完成了之后，我会自动地离开！

我知道一切都不容易，我的心一直说服自己！

我的心要坚定，不要在左右我的心了好吗？？

我真的在等你！！

想想我们之前承诺，你会发现！你对我是多么的重要！！

我需要你！！！

2009-12-30T21:14:00.002+08:00

我自己认为自己能够很坚强

我以为经过这件事后，我会长大

但是原来，我并没有，我还是那个，伤痕累累的那个。。。

我很伤心，你知道吗？

我真的很想像以前那样，难道就不能吗？

是不是，我们要这样的下去？告诉我好吗？

你可以，给我答案吗？

我不能了，我不能再这样下去了，我很辛苦。。

有谁能够体会，边打文章，眼泪边流的感觉？

眼泪布满了键盘。。。。痛苦的感觉谁知？谁明？？

我。。。。。。

彻底的。。。。。。。。没有了！！

2009-12-16T18:42:00.002+08:00

I have a feeling now .....

feel like someone will dump me down ....

but this time , i didnt have any feeling ...

maybe i knew it from the begining .... is just a love game ... i know ...

and i accept .... see how la....

我爱你

2009-11-28T15:38:00.003+08:00

我失去过，也拥有过。。。

如今，开始了一段新感情，出乎意料的是他

就连自己也都不相信，但，事实就是！我们爱着对方！

对你的期望并不会高，因为尝试过被人欺骗的感受。。。

对不起，或许我对你还有一点的防备，我并不是故意的~！

被人伤害过的感觉就是这样！希望你能够明白。。。。

我爱你，是出自内心的！！希望的不是，真心换来绝情！！

2009-11-14T19:08:00.002+08:00

你现在的爱情张太已经在于不真实的感觉，其实现在对方对你并没有真感情，所以什么理由也只是个借口，因为是对方背信，所以恋情中止。
而你因为这个被复杂化的情况导致自己困惑，因为你很重视对方，所以现在你的内心有着伤痛和痛苦的情绪，付出却没有得到回报，而引发一些情绪，
可惜你现在
*这就是对方会对你无爱意的原因，要小心欺诈事件，因为虚伪的理由只是借口。
要知道，分手这个决定，一旦作了决定就是最后的决定了，已经没有反悔的能力，虽然不满意，但是想放弃又不能放弃，只能悲叹。
不过将来你会对虚情假意的恋情已经不在乎，所以时间能解决一切，你的情况会稍微好转

*能真心真意接受后果的人才会真正的开心，解决掉之前分手的问题，别为自己无法掌握的事情担心，多请教灵性成长的事情，有帮助你想通问题。
你需要有丰富的感情和包容力，才能和对方和解，受信赖和拥有温柔的心是很重要的。
你们的关系会在变化当中，不过比较像是新的关系而不是和过去一样。
*需要旁人穿针引线，否则单靠两人的感情很难复合。经历困难后太平，渡过难关
认清自己的软弱，采取实际的行动去解决，要不然就会到此为止

我想要说

2009-11-03T21:04:00.006+08:00

忍了很久，终于没有办法了，不想用英文来表达此刻的心情，加上不想让你知道，所以这是一个很好的选择。

终于，终于的。。无法忍受了 ~ 只是觉得自己很愚蠢，连这一点点地小事都办不好，我很惭愧，
亏待所有支持我的人了。。。

虽然，这两个月里，我逼自己去接受这一切，但，还是没用。。。直到今天，才发现被人遗弃的感觉是多么多么的难受。。。

听到很多关于你的一切，眼泪不由自主地流下来了。。。。哭得唏哩哗啦的~
为何，你能够这样的对待我？？难道你真得那么憎恨我？
很像面对面的和你道歉。。。。

但对不起，对你来说没有用了，已经不能弥补任何的一切。。。。

原来，我对你造成的伤害是那么的深 ~

回忆起很多的往事，全部都是你对我好的一面

1，你用很温柔地语气和我说活，聊天~
2，驾你的车在路上奔驰
3，生病的时候，你什么都不管，就要出来陪我看医生，我很感动
4，你从不厌倦的载我上学，放学，从来没有埋怨过~
5，你对我只是会说YES ,从不说 NO
6, 每次我要出去的时候，你明知道自己会很闷，但你还是坚持载我去

这些，我都知道。。。。你的好。。。
错过了，就不能回头了~
我都知道~！！

很多问题，误会出现在我们之间，但，没有一方愿意解释。。。
所以，造成今天的结果~~！

我相信，现在，要解释，要说的机会都没有了~ 毕竟，我们错过了对方~
我错过了你，错过了任何重来的机会~

为何你现在这个样子？你这样对我是好的吗？
从来不知道你的真话是哪句？
我心碎，我心痛，我后悔，我难过，我失望，我伤心，我绝望~~
你伤害了我~！！
你知道吗？？你明吗？？？你懂吗？

你，残忍的把我一个人遗弃在公园里。。。无论，我如何大喊，你都不回头望我一眼，~ 就这样。。。。。。。。。。。消失在我面前。。
还记得，彼此都答应彼此说无论什么事情都不会丢下对方。。但你遗弃我了~。。而我就失去方向了，不知道要往哪里走？承诺就是这样的残酷？

一直，一直，我都把你放在我心里的最深处，从来就没有想要把它释放出来，
现实是残酷的，你的心里住的不是我了，很明显，你已经放弃我了~ 我们根本没有相爱的理由了~
你也不是以前那个爱我的nick 了。。。。

明知道，出现在某些地方，一定会想起你，但是，我还是不经意的经过，
为了避开不必要的麻烦，我不敢经过C. C ~ 甚至，连望你的机会都没有。。。。

每次都问自己说，为何就不能彻彻底底的忘记他，放弃他？？
重新的生活，单身也可以很快乐~ ~ 也可以过的很好。。。。
心里全部都是你。

也应该说，只是我自己要的。。。。时间可以帮我疗伤~顺其自然~~
什么都能。。。。总有一句是能够安抚我自己~

我不能够打从心底的祝福你，因为我自私。。。我知道我接受不了你和别人一起，我宁愿，永远的逃避，也都不想看见。。。
我只能，在表面对你说，希望你幸福，希望你快乐。。。。我只能够这样~

一天一天，没结局的等待，就一直蔓延下来。。。。无论，多么想你，多么不开心，就只有我自己知道。。。。我只能让自己为你最后一次的大哭~！

我鼓起很大的勇气，尝试去接受。。。

对不起，真心的和你说。。。。。

you took my heart away ...............

easy come , easy go

2009-11-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

I got the feeling , that nothing will never come back ....

i agree with you , ya ......i'm wrong ....

since from that time , finally all is gone ....

i knew , i knew ....

finally , i agree with you ....

SMILE and .... GO ON ~

Easy come , easy go , why not ?

♥ Thank you ♥

2009-10-24T14:57:00.002+08:00

first , i would like to thank you YOU ! is u make me grow up ... is u hurt me like hell ... so ...

i can understand what i should cherish of .... NOT u anymore ...

ya , i be back myself ...

be back that gal like to smile , like to kidding , like to play and ...... like to cry ...

but , this time , i not cry for you .... i cry for YOU .... it is really touching dear ~

i hope we will continue like now , never ever change ,

i love you ~!!

Liar

2009-10-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

u are my past tense ~ u know ?

u cheating me , i dont think why u like this ..

maybe , u really this kind of guy ~

so sorry .... i wont cry because of u anymore ..

U just a LIAR ~!!!!

♥ No more ♥

2009-09-26T15:04:00.002+08:00

I think i can do it.....
but i really miss you ....
what should i do for u ?
can u totally tell me ?
Is u bring me into colorful life ...
but now , u push me into blindness life ...

how can i live without u ?
This is u told me before .... we will love each other forever ...
but now ...., u break ur promise .... u leave me alone ...
every second i review what we have done before ...

u bring me a lot of fun... i still can remember when i get sick , is u bring me to clinic when u still working ... is u take care me .... love me ... i really love u so much ...

i wont hate u .. cause this is my fault....

♥ Nothing's gonna change my life for u ♥

2009-09-22T22:45:00.001+08:00

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young And we both know
they'll take us Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

♥ 无赖♥

2009-09-15T22:12:00.004+08:00

其实，我真系霖住改geh....但系唔知点解次次都系甘，点解唔可以卑多次机会？？？？？

受够了~！！！！！！！！

♥ 好累 ♥

2009-09-15T20:41:00.002+08:00

我忍受不了这样的关系~！！

到底要怎样你才肯不生气？？？

说真的，我的耐心有限。。。。

等不到太久，我很讨厌你这种爱理不理的样子。。。

难道，这次真得你赢完？？

难道你也是没有错？？？

受不了了~！！！！！！

♥ Sorry ♥

2009-09-13T12:07:00.000+08:00

finally , we break up ....

wht should i say ?

i think is nothing ....

stop crying , but i cant ....

every moment ,tears will come out ...

how come ??

maybe , is my false ...

sorry .... i think... sorry is useless....

but ... pls ... accept my apologize ...

PLEASE

♥ The Show ♥

2009-09-09T16:08:00.002+08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its alot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool, out of love
Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And sicronise in time

It's just, no body knows
They got to take it to the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just engoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I enjoy the show

♥谢谢你，老师♥

2009-08-31T18:53:00.002+08:00

谢谢你，让我知道，人的心是偏左的。。。
谢谢你，让我知道，原来我的努力是得不到回报。。

原来，拿不到honour是我的错。。。。

原来是这样的！！

我会努力给你看。。。。

♥ Wish ♥

2009-08-20T20:09:00.002+08:00

从来没想过不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头

我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过

不让这些眼泪白流

try to understand this ~

♥ Burning fire ♥

2009-08-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

finally , start my class yesterday ...
feel so so so tired and laze ~

today started learn massage steps .... omg ....
what the F ????? how tired you know ???

burning my head lo , so pathetic ~!!!!

wao ~!!!!

assignment , i coming looking for you ......

Somebody call 911, shawty fire burning on the dance floor,whoa ~!!!

♥ Take care ♥

2009-08-14T16:10:00.002+08:00

Suddenly , many things pop out my brain ...

in fact , i really miss you so much .... but , what can i do for you ?

that is nothing !

I know ,
you're the best the i ever ....
you're the one are caring me so much
you're the one are love me so much ...

Sorry , you really a good good good guy ....

but , i still need to continue my life ... right ?

keep in touch ..... ( hope so )

take care 7

♥ Please ♥

2009-08-12T17:20:00.003+08:00

so sad right now .... i have a bad new from my bro ....

he is sick ,and quick serious .... he told us .... he suffered from the (Rheumatoid Arthritis )

i don't know what is this , i only know that is no medical can let him recover ...

maybe , so ... he will disability ..... why why why ???? what the fuck right now ?

why like this ? mum was very worry about my bro , although she pretend strong in front of bro, but she always crying behind

I'm trying to be strong , cause i am the only one they have .... and i am a big gal now ...

god bless bro pls ..... please let him recover as soon as ....

i really hope so .... thanks god ... PEACE ~

♥ Genting trip ( end ) ♥

2009-08-11T17:38:00.005+08:00

finally i get all pictures from long wan see .... thx babe ....

continue my post ya ... ( genting trip )

pictures coming ~

our breakfast,lunch , dinner , and supper

prepare going to SAFARI .... shake shake

suli wai and cuisin (my dear teacher )

long wan see VS cheong cuisin
see .... how cool ....

result i won ... yeah yeah :D

pretty suli ....

group pictures ...

yeah ....finish .... hug them so much ....

♥ 对你彻底的失望♥

2009-08-07T15:39:00.003+08:00

我对你彻底的失望。。。。

你要做的事情我无权过问 ~！！！！

你还是很想念你的“妹妹" ~!!

你终于可以了~！！！

我不会对你作出任何回应 ~！！！

对你失望 ~！！！

你开心就好，喜欢怎样都不会是我的事情，

我不会对你留一点的思念 ~！

♥ Genting trip ♥

2009-07-23T15:29:00.002+08:00

yes ... finally back ...
i miss my home so much...
and i have a nice trip with my buddies ... is FUN !!
okay .... let me talk about my 2day i night trip at genting ...(actually is 3 day 2night )

let pics do the talking ... im damn lazy to write down .!!(ngek ngek )

continue later ... going out with my boy now ...

♥ 烦 ♥

2009-07-16T16:45:00.002+08:00

为什么每次要搞到怎样才可以的？
为什么不能就这样好好的过？
谁会想要每次都吵架？
每次都说我不让你，难道你有让过我吗？
天天吵吵闹闹的，弄得我心烦意乱？
你逼得我快要发疯，不能忍受了~！！

我不习惯和你相处的方式？还有你对待我的方法。。。
也可能，我习惯性的把你当成“他” ！所以我不能忍受你对我的方式~！！

不是我每次都要离开你，是你让我没的选择
我不懂如何和你经营下去，或许，是时候想想我们的未来。。

也许，我要的是“一个人的生活” ！！！

♥ Finished it , Evil ♥

2009-07-13T22:29:00.003+08:00

Finally finished my final exams, thank God I know how to answer all the questions, and can be very calm and answer the question examiners. . . .
I did it. . . Like to thank all the teachers and students there. . Although I do not know how much my scores? However, I understand. . .. . . Of course, that no one would like to get the bad result. . .. . . Amen ~

To properly plan the next trip I had, I would like to and friends to
have trips. . . Where to go in the end is? ? Make up their mind quickly. . . .

Today, I am free. . . . The beginning of August 18, about to begin my work of therapists ~~!!!
Next , will going to learn make up soon ~

♥M*J♥

2009-07-09T21:05:00.001+08:00

Since I was born, he has always been the best father, best Daddy, I just want to say that I love him so much ~!!

so touching , love you MJ

♥ Off ♥

2009-07-06T20:46:00.003+08:00

i have so many pressure !!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck off !!!!!!!!!!!!

who will care me ??
You ~~!! no ~!!!

♥ Exam♥

2009-07-05T16:54:00.006+08:00

Friday went club with my honey and my buddies .... happy birthday micky ya ...
feel so exited that night .... Good show MALAYSIA MICHAEL JACKSON ~
You' re fucking look like MICHAEL ... anyway ....
MJ is definitely kill my soul ~!!!! No ones can replace you ... You're thriller ~!!

Next , i have my final exam on 13th of this month ,(DEATH DATE IS SO CLOSE TO ME)
In fact , we already show out want we had learn in this 4 and above month .. hope we have a good SHOW and good present..... Finish this , i have one or more of the holidays .... clap*clap*
i wan go redang .... yeah yeah .... with my classmates or my boy...I'm so so so expect !!

just now i refer ASTRO 312 channel ... OMG , is MICHAEL ... dangerous , dangerous ~!!!!
why he have power like hell ??? Full of question marks ????? ya... i am so enjoy ~!!

you're not alone , for i am here with you

♥ H1N1 ♥

2009-06-30T22:12:00.002+08:00

today absent again .... cause i feel not well so much
somemore i feel
◕ diarrhea
◕ vomit
◕ Flu
◕ muscle pain

shit ,i so worry now .... don't !! don't!! don't !!
I want recover .... hope all my friends get well soon ...

Thanks god ~ i miss MJ

♥ Rest In Peace ,Micheal ♥

2009-06-29T18:44:00.005+08:00

Actually i have many things need to write down but I was really no time to update it ...
So , i just write down the important point ...

I was really sad since i knew that my idol dead of cardiac arrest.
how come ??? hey , i was planing with my boy to attend his concert ... hey ??

Shattered our plans and feel very very very sad you know ??? :(
I cant accept the truth .... seriously ... cause it really happen so so so suddenly ....
i still keeping your CD that my daddy bought from your concert ~

Thank God for giving us a legend ,
you always is my legend ,
rest in peace
(moon walker ,MICHAEL JACKSON )

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...

♥ Smile Like You ♥

2009-06-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

you happy more than last time ...
i think is a great news ...
finally ... you can control it ...
haha .... good ^ ^ congraz ~

hey, i have a bad news .... I FAILED my exam...
today retake again ... haiz... wht The *
Nvm ...i knew it began
But , I really so tired on it ...* cheez *

Really so tired ... somemore ....
my weight is getting decrease , almost going to 40kg ~
i think is time to recuperate

going soon ...

不知何时开始我们变得很陌生不要说你不会懂
而我自己也搞不清楚自己在干什么别逼我
否则我会崩溃

♥ Dating ♥

2009-06-17T21:14:00.002+08:00

Yeah.... finally finished my exam today .... even i knew i cant pass it ... Nvm ~~*clap* ... congraz to me too
Thanks Bb being my model ... sorry ya cause make you feel painful...
Next , I wanna relax myself so muchie..... So tired man ....
Many plan need to achieve with my sweetheart ... After my final Exam you'll bring me to whatever i want to go ....right ?? haha... tq ...

Tuesday dating with my sweetheart , we slept until 12 somethings only wake up , somemore we have a little arguement , who's wrong ? i dont know also .... haih....
Then , back to my home .. take shower and dress up myself .... 5 smt went out to sungai wang ... cause i needed to buy a nice slipper ... afterward , hang around .... bad mood so much ...
so ... decide went back , but then , my sweetheart was decide went FOR dota ... haih... dont know why guy always dota dota ... no idea ,cause i already reject him many times , so must follow him.... and ... i play some stupid pc game at there ... darn boring ....

after 1 hour had to back home , cause my head damn so pain ... Take a rest at home ...
yeah, home sweet home ....

Thanks ... Gan Kai Ann

Acuatully , i wanna to write down somethings ... But i am consciousness ...
So i think better let it gone ~

♥ No Point ♥

2009-06-15T19:16:00.002+08:00

杀那间，我觉得自己是个罪人...
也许，我不应该出现在你的世界里...
你的世界有太多得人，是我高攀不起的
对，以前我真得很爱你... 但是，我不可能一辈子依赖你
我需要的，你知道，但你给不到我~
我已经知道了，假使我们的结局是这样的话，我会被逼放弃很多事物
放弃，我最爱的篮球。。因为不想自己想起某些事情
放弃，看你打篮球，因为不想大家再见面

就当是我的错，你可以坦白地说。。我是因为他不要你的。。。
反正，我不会再爱篮球了，也不会出现在他们的面前。。。。

谢谢。。。发泄完毕~！！

♥ Smile ♥

2009-06-10T20:02:00.003+08:00

Wat The F ..... Im so freaky tired now ....ahhhhhhh.....
many work need to do later ~ Shit~!!!
Today my stomach damn pain ... Emo at class...
Somemore have to pratice my waxing and machine~ Feel feel so bad luck ~
haiz.... Nvm , i will try my best ....
Hey , why i cant do the best on exam ?? why har ? tell me ???

My real Exam is on monday ... wish me all the best okay ??:)
*The sun will smile because of you* smile ,big smile Pls (^___________^)

P/s : I good with my honey now , dont worry galz ... we will be alright... haha ...
i love you , boy

i want go for PARTY .... HEY PARTY ~!!!!

♥ Happy Birthday My Sweetheart ♥

2009-06-01T19:53:00.002+08:00

yet...... i so nervous now ....
still have 2 week need to exam ~ OMG .... what also not yet prapare ~
so how ???? dont failed ~ I wan HONOUR!!
GAN KAI ANN ~~ you told me before want accompany to do revision ~
Pls Dont break your promise okay ??

Next , just pass my sweetheart birthday ~ I gave him a memorable birthday ~ your welcome BOY~ Love you too....27/5/09 12.00 A.m celebrated his birthday at home ~ yeah .... A NICE CHEESE CAKE bake by ME~! Only for you... Somemore , i have to achieve want i promised you ~
A couple ring right ??? haha ...
28/5/09 ~ My sweetheart finished work at 4pm ~ so he came pick me up ay my school ~ after we had dinner in my home , cause Dragon Boat Festival... mum was cooked many food for us ~ yummy ...thanks mum ~~

finished our dinner around 9am , take shower quickly cause have to go clubbing later ~
haha , i am so experts NOW ... i only used 15 to Decorative~~ PRO ~!!!
next .... meet all of them at FENG house ....his house really FUCKING big ~
how can imagine RM1.5 million in front of me ~ GOOD ~~

On The way going MAISON .... oh no .... reached there only know we already " NAIK KERETA "
damn bored lo ...only 10 table ... actually want go poppy ... but canceled already ....
nvm .... my boy happy then enough ~finished 3++ ~
had to back home ... tomorrow exam again ....sign

♥ Game Over ........ !! ♥

2009-05-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

I thought I with him will better than with you ...

I thought i found a people to replace you ,i'll more happy ....

I know sure is it ... but why ????

i cant forget what you done for me before ?? WHY in my heart ， I have come across you are the best for me ? I cant !!! please stop thinking it .....
So ...... why I still thinking of you now ?
What the shit i am doing now ?
Since from that day i made a choice that i know we already GAME OVER ....
But ..... MISS cheong cuisin ..... so what you're doing now ?
I try my best to put down you ... you still in my mind ???
i cant control that , feel so suffering .... I am so sorry for everyone ....
My emotional is making all people feeling helpless ....especially YOU .... sweetheart ....
What i need to do ???? feel so agony .... babe ..... i need somebody beside me ....

Please Allow me once more time ~ i wont be like this anymore ..... i ..... will put you in my deeply heart ..... Just Disappear Forever ~ Sorry TxTx

searchwa

♥ You're Not Sorry..... ♥

2009-05-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

♥ Lately Life ♥

2009-05-10T16:05:00.002+08:00

right .....damn busy now..... cause my trial exam on next month ....so rush now.... and worry i cant handdle it..... worry so much ....

30-4-09
Good..... went to genting with my gang again ..... i like it so much ..... haha..... started to genting around 12 o clock .... Omg .... why always late har ??? my boy so angry lo .....yoo.... next time dont be late anymore. ... we only used 25 minute to genting only .... Can you imagine how fast my boy drive ? DRIFT again ...... oh no .... next time dont do it again ....super duper cool .....oh no .....cool like crazy ..... freezing ....doing nothing at there .... just hang around ... act we wanna go have some drink at safari.... but canceled ..... change to OLD TOWN.... ate supper .. and breakfast .... wao ..... so cool......................................................................................................................................................
afterward went to garden chit chat at there ..... cool.........................................................
around 5 something ..... me and mo boy wanna back home ... cause my boy have to work tomorrow .... feel so sorry to my boy .... he only sleep 2 hour only...... thanks my dear ..... i love you ~~

Thursday , hang out with my boy ....finished school at 5 o clock .. my sweetheart came my school pick me up .... then back my home take shower and prepared.... then back his home .... wait him to take shower , and chit chat with his mother .... around 7 o clock ....went to mid valley ... cause i dont know where can go anymore .... damn bored in KL area ....had our dinner at Spaghetti ~~feel so General ~ finished around 9 inch .... then move to cinema .... movie start at 9.30 ..... nice movie .... X-men .... nice show huh ..... GOOD ....@@
(finally ... nick you have realization what you promised me .... thanks my sweetheart .....)

Friday, went out with chien ..... headed to sungai wang time square again ....boredddddd so much .... no idea ... i have no car .... sigh ....
reached sungai wang around 7 something by cab....wao.... rich gal ....
afterward went up to 6th..... bought some stuff .... then ate dinner at TAIWAN XXX dont know what ' s the name of shop ..... Nvm...
finish ate then went to pavilion to meet my sweetheart ..... yet ..... argue again .....FUCK ....
no more idea ..... sorry guy ....
watched STAR TREK ...... hmm.... i feel it ok la....
but ... go watch with your own la... finished movie then headed to fecth chien back home lo ...
haiz.... BLOCK again ... so sien la ..... nick .... i thinku should change ur car la.... yo /...\

♥ Yes , I Do ♥

2009-05-01T22:25:00.002+08:00

I'm giving you my heart
We're together now till death do us part
I made a vow today to have you in my life
And you promised to take me as your wife
I'll love you forever and for always
And I will cherish you all of my days

We stood today in front of a crowd
Looking on us as we said our vows
"You may kiss the bride"
Were the words that made our hearts unite

I'm proud to take your last name
I promise I will not put it to shame
I've waited my whole life for you
And I trust in God to guide us through

I saved myself for this very day
And now in your hand my heart I lay
For I knew right a away you're love was true
When I heard you say the words "I Do"

so ..... DO YOU???

♥ Down ♥

2009-04-25T23:20:00.003+08:00

i really need a shoulder now ......
why every time need like this ?
why me again ?
why suddenly be like this ?
what happen again ?

izzit I cant get a true Love ?
I do reallt try my best to get along with you .....
can u feel it ?
u should know , what is in my heart ?

Never Mind ......
I think i no suitable love anyone and ............ No one will Love me !!!!!!!!!

I prefer single ~!!!

feel so discouragedly with everyone .... FRIENDs ? MY BOY?

should leave here as soon as possible........

♥ I heard You ♥

2009-04-25T23:00:00.001+08:00

你问我为什么
不再给你安慰
在寒风中漫步有家不回
好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什么把你的信退回又把照片撕碎毫不后悔
你问我为了什么
开始喝酒而且每次都喝醉
不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会
请不要在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你宝贝

♥ Forget You , I Will ♥

2009-04-22T19:43:00.003+08:00

recently busy in my study ..... feel so tired ....

feel want give up .... BUT cant ~!!!

i must work hard and finish it ........

some more i feel so tired in my relation ship .... dont know why ?
everytime also the same problem ..... why why why why why ?????
i have no idea ..... Whatever la..... !!!

i think i can feel happy now

i dont wanna think it anymore.....

〖你答应我的我都记得（我记得你对我的好）

但是你却忘了你的承诺（我忘了我的承诺）

不是说好彼此都不再联络（我，并不想）

谁都别再犯错（我犯了很多次）

是我的固执让你难过（别再为我难过）

但是分手却也无法选择（不想再选择）

我走了以后（我会消失在你的世界）

你要好好生活（你真的要好好生活，忘记我吧）

不要想我也别再哭了（你要幸福快乐，别再哭了）〗

THE END

♥ I'll Let You Go ♥

2009-04-18T17:09:00.002+08:00

tell me .... what can i do now ?

i really feel it enough .....

i know u wont care it ....you do not care it anymore ....

i think , is time to you let u free and go ..... wont contact you anymore ....

god bless you ..... u can stay happy without me ....

Luck ....

♥ Help ♥

2009-04-13T19:34:00.003+08:00

omg.... im sick again ~~ I think this is first time i sick like this ....
cough non stop - fever -flu and somemore. .... damn you ~!! shit ....
already let doctor check 2 times .... useless .... doens have any response ...
I think I should be going to see a Chinese medicine ~

u noe im so suffer now ? please stop cough anymore ~

♥ Right Now ♥

2009-04-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

izzit i no good enough ?
izzit i was wrong ?
i thought we are the best couple ...
but not , best couple shold like this ? i dont want to be like this anymore ~
is it really hurt .... for me .... u are the best guy .... but for u.... im not the best galfren ...
i dont noe how yto get along with you ..... ur mind is mature than me .... and i ... just like a kid .... izzit ?????

i should be strong now .....!!!!!!!!!!!!

i swear ..... I' LL BE A GOOD GAL IF I WITHOUT YOU ~~~~~~

♥ Just Be Like This ♥

2009-04-04T00:56:00.002+08:00

yet , study like hell recently ..... omg ....
damn suffer ...... like shit .....tired and tired again .....
always go out yam cha with my gang .... bad .... skin damn suck now. ...
Now .... started to learn wash face ..... yeah ,,,,, feel so exited ....
but , i am so afraid my exam now ..... GOD BLESS ME PLEASE!!!!! must get pass ..... and get honor..... work hard from this second .....

Yes ...... i wan buy a new phone now .... what model ?
iphone ? but dont have 3G and mms..... so so so bad ..... 2.0 megapixied only ...
wat the F ? in fact , i like this phone so much .... see how la .... discuss with my boy later .... hahaha ....

Feel so trouble now, why ??? because of you again .... ple dont do that again .... i hope ~!
and .... i will try my best to treat you all good .....deal ???

and now ...... i want get a new life ....yes ~!!

ciao to sleep now ~~~!!!

♥ Love you ♥

2009-03-29T17:24:00.006+08:00

Recently really bad luck , i missing my phone ..... and .... haiz.... forget it ...

i so sad now , i loss all my things in my phone .... wat the F ....dont let me see u again , if not ....

u will die , i swear !!

Anyway, i also want change phone .... wanna use couple phone with my dearest ....IPHONE~~!!

wait us~!!

luckily , i have you ...you done everythins for me .... i love you so much .... cant without you ...muackz....

And .... i have start my make up class ..... this is my make up and my model .... haha ....and my face without make up , damn suck .....i have many test from now... so mean i will busy ....

haiz .... cheer up la wei ....

Haha .... i received a first gift from my dear ..... i love it so much ...thanks my dear ....

muackz... got to ciao now.... damn tired .... let u all see my watch ... haha ... izzit nice ???

i think sure it is ~~!!

♥ 坏人= Me ♥

2009-03-28T12:19:00.000+08:00

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

♥ Has Gone♥

2009-03-23T08:57:00.002+08:00

Look me disappear for a long time, really very busy recently,
even the rest of the time did not enough~
In fact, not busy my study,
but rather, go out with him ~
With him, really do not ever be thinking about,
a lot of things he has very good arrangements ~
I like that feeling ~
I feel that I do not right, but can do?
I hate their own has gone beyond the limit of ~ What I can do?
Hope that my choice is right ~
I love you ~

Sorry

2009-03-17T19:54:00.001+08:00

im so sorry to u ~~
please forgive me ~ i cant give u anythinsgs ~
u .... just forget me ....

sorry ~~

♥ Im So Tired ♥

2009-03-09T18:46:00.006+08:00

Oh no .... im freaky tired man ~ ....
everyday class class class.... even is public holiday ... still need go for class...
no idea , want pay more and more attention ~ tired ...
today same as usual ... went class ... damn angry ...
First , today is public holiday ... still need to school...
Second , is a heavy raining today .... omg ... i miss my bed so much ,
Third , lift jam at my class building there .... shit ... need to climb 5 floor. .. FUCK
Four , my class air-con was under control with that building management .. so ... NO AIR-CON!!!!

no mood wanna study anymore , cause those are this reason .... make me PEK CEK!!!
Finally , my dear Amy teacher was came in told us a good news .... That is , we just study until 1 o clock .... thanks god ~ damn happy ~
Afterward , prepare something in my class ..... nail manicure ~ Gosh .... so hard ~
i have manicure my partner nail for 2 hours long ~ shit ....
Not my technical problem , is my Teacher shuli need us to be best of the best ~ ISSSSSsshhhhh~~

I so so so so so poor now ~!!! u guys know why ??????
Cause i need use many money in my STUDY now ~!!!
God .... give me more and more money ~!!! PLEASE~!

im realli realli realli so tired right now ~!

♥ Study Now ♥

2009-03-03T19:05:00.002+08:00

finally my beauty course start at yesterday .... feel so awesome~
cause just me only .... scare ... but after 15 minute ...
wakao .... feel like 10 years friends never meet .... non stop ...
good feel.... after this ... we need to introduce ourself .... so bad those of the gals ..
always tease me .... but then .... vice principal came in .. and let us noe many SCHOOL RULEs ... and !!! teach us sing SCHOOL SONG!!! omg .... wat should like this ???
bad ~! afterthat .. we have our lunch at MCD....FIRST day should give ourself relax ... but ...
next time need go eat cheaper ....
today .... went class again ... wearing a white uniform ... like ANGEL .... hahaha...
my daddy said .... my look is like nurse more than Beautician~
haha ... not bad ... 10am start my class ... but today teacher no free .. so ... will let other teacher came in ... (my all teacher are very pretty~) haha ..
1 o clock .. lunch time ... went to sungai wang 4th floor have my lunch ... already used 4.50~
pokai jor ...need to save many money from now. ... cause ... this class was using many money ~
2 o clock went back to class ... started class ...
5.00 finished class... feel so tired ... although is tired ... but i enjoy my life now ~ feel so Enrich!!

cheer up ~!!! muackzz

♥ Love too tired ♥

2009-02-27T19:30:00.002+08:00

我找不到天堂也摘不到月亮
对不起让你失望
你的渴望对我是很难
太多人比我强也承认我平凡
我已经拼命追赶
你的眼神请别那么冷淡
就算再付出我都撑得住
我不怕辛苦苦到什么地步
只要你满足但你何时满足
爱的好累真的好苦
女人不该让男人太累
虽然你是我的一切
也别让我感觉爱你很可悲
爱的好累真的好苦
从来听不见你一句赞美
从来听不见你一句安慰
就算我作的都白费
至少自尊让我保留一点
爱的好累真的好苦
我不怕辛苦可是怎样你才满足
爱的好累

♥ I am really tired of the ♥

2009-02-27T01:58:00.005+08:00

活鱼会逆流而上；死鱼才会随波逐流。

人生可以过错；可是人生不可以错过。

财富不是一辈子的朋友；但朋友却是一辈子的财富。

笨人征服世界；聪明人征服自己。

风筝会飞是因为逆风；人会成长是因为逆境。

人生重要的不是努力，不是奋斗；而是抉择。

生而贫穷不遗憾；死而贫穷才遗憾。

人没有危机是最大的危机；满足现状是最大的陷阱。

没有自己的改变；就绝对没有生活的改变。

往往面对到问题时，人总是会怪天怪地，怪为什么屁放不出来；但偏偏永远不会问下自己到底做错了什么。

只有不会成长的人选择逃避问题；面对的问题越大成长也会越大。

在要别人爱你前；先学会怎样去爱别人。

在要别人不恨你前；先学会去原谅他人。

♥ Silly Gal♥

2009-02-25T16:03:00.004+08:00

yeah .... let me said wat i have done yesterday ...
went out with my dear .... Bb and her friend named wei wei ...
opps ... is 100% funny tis gal ...
i LIKE it ... hahaha ..
bb gal and me ~^^

we meet at sungai wang around 5++ , sorry ya ... I'm late again ...
after tat walk around .... have some pic- cha ...

ohhh ..... with wei wei ... cute gal ~
so cute this gal .... haha...

afterward took our dinner at bar b QUE ..... laugh non-stop .... love tis feel ...

ciao now lo ... wan prepare le ... go out with my buddies leng leng ~~

♥ Change It ♥

2009-02-23T15:46:00.003+08:00

hi ,dude .... actually my class start at 16/2 ~~ but have to delay~
so .... my will start it on next monday ....
YEAH .... The hope may carry on smoothly~
friday ... have some BXXR at station 1 ~ carlsberg^^
oh no .... i damn damn damn hate carlsberg ... cause the taste no good .. and so many Froth~
HATE ... no carlsberg anymore ~!!!!
saturday had to LOW YAT bought LCD screen ~
yes ... thanks dad ya .... around 7++ my mum came pick me out ...
and she need went to adonis pay my course fee ....20K~
thanks mum and dad ..... i' ll pay more attention ...
afterward , have some fast food at MCD.... mum pay it ...
is a heavy raining day again ... damn hate ....shit ~!!
back home around 8++ ~~

YEAH...... our car will coming soon ....
my baby ~ SNOW WHITE～
muacksszz ~~

♥ bye bye , love song ♥

2009-02-23T14:27:00.004+08:00

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
这首歌献给那些刚刚失去某人的人
Ya best friend ya baby
你最好的朋友、你的宝贝
Ya man or ya lady
你的男人或者你的女人
Put ya hand way up high
高高举起你的双手
We will never say bye
我们永远不会说再见
Mamas daddys sisters brothers
妈妈爸爸兄弟姐妹
Friends and cousins
朋友和堂（表）兄弟姐妹
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
这首歌献给那些失去祖母的人
Lift ya head to the sky
抬起头仰望天空
Cause we will never say bye
因为我们永远不会说再见
As a child there were them times
孩提时，有他们相伴的时光
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
我还不懂事，但你将我紧紧记在脑海里
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
我不知道为什么有些时候你不在
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
星期日的早上我十分想念你
But I'm glad we talked through
但我很开心我们谈了许多
All them grown folk things
他们都长成了普通人
Separation brings
带来了分离
You never let me know it
你从不让我知道这些
You never let it show because
你从不让他在我眼前出现
You loved me and obviously
因为你很爱我
There's so much more left to say
还有好多话想说
If you were with me today
你今天仍和我同在
Face to face
面对面的
Never knew I could hurt like this
从没想过我会如此痛苦
And everyday life goes on I
每天生活都继续着
Wish I could talk to you for a while
我希望我能和你聊一会儿
Miss you but I try not to cry
我好想念你但是我努力不让自己哭泣
As time goes by
时间流逝
And it's true that you've Reached a better place
事实上，你已经到了一个更加美好的地方
Still I'd give the world
然而我来到这个世界上
To see your face (bye)
看见你的脸庞
And be right here next to you (bye)
就在你的身边
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye)
但似乎你离开的太快了
Now the hardest thing to do
现在最难受的事情
Is say bye bye
是和你说再见

Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye

And you never got a chance
你没有机会
To see how good I done
来看我做的有多么棒
And you never got to see me
你从没有看到我
Back at number one
重新成为第一
I wish that you were here
我希望你能在这儿
To celebrate together
和我一起庆祝
I wish that we could spend
我希望我们能一起度过
The holidays together
整个假期
I remember when you used to
我记得你曾经
Tuck me in at night
在夜晚给我塞好被子
With the teddy bear you gave me
你给我的小熊
That I held so tight
我紧紧抱在怀里
I thought you were so strong
我曾以为你很强大
You'd make it through whatever
你克服了很多困难
It's so hard to accept the fact You're gone forever
很难接受你永远离开的现实

Never knew I could hurt like this
从没想过我会如此痛苦
And everyday life goes on I
每天生活都继续着
Wish I could talk to you for a while
我希望我能和你聊一会儿
Miss you but I try not to cry
我好想念你但是我努力不让自己哭泣
As time goes by
时间流逝
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
事实上，你已经到了一个更加美好的地方
Still I'd give the world
然而我来到这个世界上
To see your face (bye)
看见你的脸庞
And be right here next to you (bye)
就在你的身边
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye)
但似乎你离开的太快了
Now the hardest thing to do
现在最难受的事情
Is say bye bye
是和你说再见

Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
这首歌献给那些刚刚失去某人的人
Ya best friend ya baby
你最好的朋友、你的宝贝
Ya man or ya lady
你的男人或者你的女人
Put ya hand way up high
高高举起你的双手
We will never say bye
我们永远不会说再见

Mamas daddys sisters brothers
妈妈爸爸兄弟姐妹
Friends and cousins
朋友和堂（表）兄弟姐妹
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
这首歌献给那些失去祖母的人
Lift ya head to the sky
抬起头仰望天空
Cause we will never say bye
因为我们永远不会说再见

Never knew I could hurt like this
从没想过我会如此痛苦
And everyday life goes on I
每天生活都继续着
Wish I could talk to you for a while
我希望我能和你聊一会儿
Miss you but I try not to cry
我好想念你但是我努力不让自己哭泣
As time goes by
时间流逝
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
事实上，你已经到了一个更加美好的地方
Still I'd give the world
然而我来到这个世界上
To see your face (bye)
看见你的脸庞
And be right here next to you (bye)
就在你的身边
But it's like you're gone too soon (bye)
但似乎你离开的太快了
Now the hardest thing to do
现在最难受的事情
Is say bye bye
是和你说再见

love this song so much , because it ... i find my own

♥ 爱在记忆中找你 ♥

2009-02-20T21:19:00.002+08:00

我对你这一生哪个可比
我与你差一些永远一起
邂逅时间场地似连场好戏
要自何页说起
爱太重深呼吸欠缺空气
爱太美轻轻的却载不起
爱情来到时候似明媚天气
它走了突然骤变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
你太远该怎么说对不起
你太近一转身却已高飞
快乐也许太短似场流星雨
一眨眼就如幻觉怕又记起
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你

yeah.... my lovely BOY

♥ I Feel Goods, thank U ♥

2009-02-20T18:21:00.004+08:00

i already cried two days ....
haiz .... nothing WILL change ...
so .... i will be a tough gal .... wont cry anymore. ..
thank my dear always accompany me ....
and ... thank my buddies ..... without u all ...
i think ... i will DIE~
thank you with my whole heart ~

from now on ..... no ask , no see , no hear and no more anythings

this few days , i really feel so relax .... no more trouble , just follow my friends go out
have some fun .... with them , nothing worry ...

i am happy, when i am sad ......

YOU be with me ~

thank guys~~

my nail art~!! hahaha

♥ Nothing IS impossible♥

2009-02-19T19:12:00.004+08:00

nothing is impossible ...

even is ur good fren , at last she will leave u alone ...

so mean , nth is impossible...

better is TRUST ur self ~

i mean ....

ntg in my life now ~

♥ a gift from u ♥

2009-02-17T12:53:00.004+08:00

hello .... just pass my sweet and warm valentine .... feel good ...
let's talk about my day .......
saturday ... woke up around 10 somethings... wait my dear came my house ...
my dear reached my home ...
first , he give me a valentine gift ~ ohhhh.....

the book i really want .... so thanks my baby ....muackzz...and he bought a necklace for me ~

he told me he want to sleep awhile ... okay ... nvm ...
so we go out around 2smt ... cause wanna accompany my friend bought his valentine gift ~
oh no .... damn many people ... im so dont like ~ dunno why ? my friend bought a wallet for his gal ... i like it so much ~ haha ... next time will buy it ...
lunch time , we had our lunch at shabu shabu ... wah..... so many people ... need wait for order~
after 10minute ... start eating ... yeah ... so good taste ya ... order so many foods... cant finished it aso ~ waste money ....
finished my lunch , then walk awhile .... cause need went to MABA station for meeting ~
almost 5 ... take taxi went back to MABA ...
after meeting , went back to TIME SQUARE~ actually we decide watched movie ... but ... all almost full ... so ... went took dinner at JALAN ALOR.... my favourite .... ate seafood ...
thanks my dear ....

i have a work on sunday , petronas 3on3 ~
so so so so tired ~~~ no enough time to sleep ...
woke up 5.45 in the early morning ... went PUDU by LRT ..
cause sok yin father fetch us to KLCC....
oh no .... damn sleepy la wei ...
reached KLCC 7.00 ~ no people la ~ just at the chit -chat and gossip ... haha...
8 po gang ~~ erm .... around 9++ smt... the match started ... .wao ... damn nervous ~
cause , my group is SUPER SERIES ~ all is national player ~ .........><''
cant have any mistake ~pay more attention lo ... i saw my idol too .... ban ban ban ^^
1pm ... lunch time .... went food court for lunch ~ nothing special la ~ haiz ...
2pm ... started game ~ oppss ... so nervous ... All games finished around 5++ ~
my dear need went to his coach open house .... oh no ... so tired ...
reached my home around 11++ ... so tired .... go to sleep lo ~~

♥ be with me or not ♥

2009-02-13T21:05:00.004+08:00

should i let it be natural ?
maybe ....
what can i do for you ?
the answer is ..... NOTHING ...
ya .... The relationship has been getting better and better ~
ur blog is full of happiness with them ... not me anymore ...
i should mind it ~!
i'm always remember what you told me that day ~
i think ... you has been forgot it ....
by the way .... choose the TRUE friends you want it~~

♥ A day with my lover ♥

2009-02-08T16:19:00.004+08:00

yesterday went out with my boy ..
actually is went low yat to look LCD screen and some com stuff ..
alright ... we reached there around 3smt ... have our breakfast at U-village ...
sure i have my favourite food at there ..^__^ yum yum ~
but then ... started to find my LCD screen ... oh no... too many choice ..
LG ,benQ , dell , ASus, acer ... and MAC book~~ sure mac book ... but ... daddy said that the next buy mac book... yeah.. thank dad...
Next round is going have my com stuff ... mouse , keyboard and earphones ...
freaky angry .. cause so many people there ... make me hard to choose ...
never mind ... my boy promise me next day will bring me come again ... muackz....
around 5 something ... move to time square .. bought movie ticket ... (THE WEDDING GAME)
after that , have dinner at shabu-shabu ... OMg ... just finished breakfast around 4 smt ..
now ate again ... NO ... im on diet ...
just my boy ate only .. i keep looking on him ...cant control..break the rules..
okay ... nvm ... diet next time ...
movie started around 7.35p.m ... bought my favourite ( coke-cola) -chamni-lah
erm ... is a good movie and touching ... i like ..
and ... love is not belong a full of lies ... no lies anymore ...
finished movie at 9.30p.m...

had to back home my dear .....

p-e-a-c-e

♥OFF ♥

2009-02-04T22:25:00.002+08:00

hey .... i'am okay
life must go on ~right ?
so .... mean .... im recover ...
nothing can beat me down ~
what i wanna say is ...
im appeciate that ...
and ...
i feel dissapointed too ...

dissapointed u ...
you ... Appearance look like guy ~
but ur heart like a gal ...
u ... cant accept this all ...
so ? well ?
let you ... i cant do anythings ...
cause she like you ..
friends ?
i know ... husband more important than FRIENDS~(?_?)
so ..... up to you ...

And ... what im appeciate is ?
you... taught you really is my true friend ...
WRONG.... wont be anymore ...
me wrong ? ya ... but you ?
did not ?sure is it ...

im always think...if i have car, sure i will bring u all go here go there ~
im always planning our Schedule~ i no care u all be our sport light ...
cause i know ... more friends more fun ~ and ... sometimes .. u ... no money ..
i no care ... pay for you ... borrow to you ... did i have count this ? NO...!
my boy aso blame me .. friends more important to him ~
well ..... OFF...!!
cause not a greatness things~
just
in my heart ..

It is pass... so ... no need say too much ...
let it be natural ...
i will be okay ...
mature , and .... love you

muackszz ~

♥ 无能为力 ♥

2009-02-03T21:35:00.001+08:00

是不是应该这样下去？？

也许真的不了解你们~~

你想要怎样就怎样吧~~

无能为力~~

♥ hot N cold ♥

2009-01-24T17:32:00.001+08:00

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know
And you always think
Always speak
Crypticly
I should know
That you're no good for me
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring
I should know that
you're not gonna change
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
Over...

♥ dissapointed ♥

2009-01-24T17:23:00.002+08:00

i have many things wan to say !!!

i hate this life now ....!!!!!!!!!

hate u all !!!!!!!!